Affirmations, Awakenings , Love & Peace

Believe in the good.

Believe in the right thing to do.

Believe in the beautiful nature.

Be truly grateful to be part of this magical planet & universe.

 

Be an observer , learn , grow and expand your consciousness.   

Seek the truth with hunger in your heart & soul (for this is the supreme goal of your soul).

Learning to truly love thyself , to be truly humble & letting go of fears, inhibitions.

 

Learn from everything around you.  Learn from the good & Learn from the bad.

Refuse to be part of any one dogmatic system/practices , as however good they may seem it still imprisons your soul .

I am not part of any religion, nor am I part of north, south , east, and west .

 

In the grand scheme of things, we are one and belong to this all-encompassing universal energy around us.

The divine energy fills my soul ,heart, mind, body with the deepest love I have ever known ❤ .

Let the divine energy be my guiding light eternally.

 

As I still crave for love, love and more love…

As I still crave for peace, peace and more peace…

And finally, slowly dissolve and become part of this all-encompassing universal energy (for this is the supreme goal of your soul)

Infinite mindless scrolling & posts!

 

To all of us who DON'T find time to call/meet BUT have time to scroll through FB/Instagram/SocialMedia for hours. 

STOP. 

Make time for people around you. Be present. Get a real hobby. 

Nothing can beat good old face to face talks. I miss real connection.

Although the whole world is connected online more than ever,  

Humans have never been more disconnected with each other. 

We depend on and trust google more than fellow humans.

And are we not tired of the need to keep clicking billion pics and posting them online? 

Why do we do what we do? there is soo much garbage online!

FB & Insta posts make me nauseous these days!   #sorrynotsorry

It's so ironic I need to post this online!

Life Pondering...

 

Many times I ponder when I am alone

Thinking about my life and daily routine

Work, house chores and people around me

I was an idealist , trying to see the good in everyone 

And positive in daily circumstances of life…

Many times because of my idealistic behaviour

I have suffered… been in pain…

Let people take advantage of me…

Now I am at a stage in life …

Where I have turned into a realist..

I see things and people for who they are…

It is good to be aware of situations and people..

But I still suffer and I am in pain from time to time..

When I realise how polluted situations and people can be…

I am angry and upset… 

Trying to deal with all this… We get polluted in the process too…

And then start to wonder why it needs to be like this?

I do not want to do any name calling…

Put anyone down.. yell.. get upset…

But I do all this from time to time… 

Aren’t we all responsible to see the good and do the good? 

Pull each other up when someone is upset and don’t know how to deal with situations/emotions?

Maintaining a good heart and mind has never been so important…

And deal wisely with people who are polluted without getting dirty yourself..

Stand up.. raise your voice…

But be respectful… be compassionate… be kind… (to yourself and others!)

Go back in time!

Today I was having my tea ,breakfast & watching news.
Accidentally switched on tv channel &  ended up watching a random high school girls tv show (loved it!!).
 
We want to grow up and do so many things in life.
We forget to slow down often.
Just celebrated my 38th Birthday this month (phew! That is a big number)
10 years of married life, 9 years as a mother & 16 years in corporate world!
Need to deal with life without my parents already (tough!)
Life happens so fast…
Never ending everyday responsibilities, chores, routine and work.
Often I have forgotten I am still that high school girl at heart…
who use to dream, have fun and be carefree…
Don’t know when I became so practical, realistic and mundane…
 
Today I just wish to be that high school girl again…
Enjoy with my friends on the street playing made up games!
Go back home to my mum and dad.
Play & fight with my brother and sister.
Ask mum to cook something special!
Get pampered by dad.
And just go to bed dreaming without being tied to anything.
 
Is it too much to ask?

Dated 22 Mar 2022

35

At 35... 

Wondering how practical and realistic I have become...

Get up read news, get ready, pack bags, leave to office, work hard, save money for our house & future security.

But once I reach office I start to wonder is this what I want to do in life for the rest of my life?

Just not able to start working in office from couple of days...

It’s like I want to be free from mundaneness and do something that makes me feel more alive...

What are my passions? 

Am I just another ordinary soul wanting nothing more? 

Just settled with whatever life throws ?

Sitting near the wharf, looking at water ripples...

Few rain drops fall on my phone screen as I pen down my thoughts... 

I still have lot of years ahead of me, what next?

May be hire a place next to water and greenery?

Just be there with loved ones for months just talking, cuddling , laughing, eating, no time limits, just do what you feel like at that moment!

Paint... sing... cook... dress up... just go for a walk... no plans for next day... 

Just live in the moment.

I want to do it now... not some old age plan.

I want to experience it now during my ripe years!

Feels like a far fetched dream...

My soul mate for life…

It brings out the hidden emotion in me…

It brings out the child in me…

It brings out the peppiness…

It makes my heart skip a beat at times…

It gives me goosebumps…

It adds sparks to life…

It makes me fall in love again…

It brings out the pain and suffering…

It awakens feelings that I thought were dead long ago…

It makes my spirit alive…

Amen to Music! 

Sun Signs/Moon Signs/Astrology...???

Zodiac Signs and their prominence!

Can it be true that millions of different people can be categorized based on the dates they are born?

As I grow older I feel Zodiac Signs/Astrology are for people still trying to figure out themselves?

People who are young & naïve and want to get perspective of themselves and others?

At times it helps, especially all the positive stuff about your zodiac sign can help mold your personality and on the other hand negatives can pull you down!

It’s all about -> What we think and believe, we become!

Any two people can have similarities and dissimilarities? Nothing to do with their birth sign…

Two people born on the same day exhibit so many differences? (Yeah but their basic nature is similar!! Please that is B***S*** and we know it!)

Identical twins can be so different in characteristics. (Explain this?)

People with most compatible love signs have had divorces and incompatibility issues. (Explain this?)

You cannot judge a person / be compatible with a person based on pre-defined qualities of their birth signs.

People can be alike/different and even change based on circumstances and life experiences…

So please don’t judge people(including yourself) on sin signs(oops sun signs!).

Even better don’t ask them their birth sign until you know them well!

This is coming from a person who loves Linda Goodman Book and still does :). It’s fun and captivating read , but NOT something you mechanically believe. Life and its experiences are the best guide!

PS:  I am quiet judgmental and opinionated about people, but based on their behavior towards me not their sun signs(not anymore at-least J )