At 35...
Wondering how practical and realistic I have become...
Get up read news, get ready, pack bags, leave to office, work hard, save money for our house & future security.
But once I reach office I start to wonder is this what I want to do in life for the rest of my life?
Just not able to start working in office from couple of days...
It’s like I want to be free from mundaneness and do something that makes me feel more alive...
What are my passions?
Am I just another ordinary soul wanting nothing more?
Just settled with whatever life throws ?
Sitting near the wharf, looking at water ripples...
Few rain drops fall on my phone screen as I pen down my thoughts...
I still have lot of years ahead of me, what next?
May be hire a place next to water and greenery?
Just be there with loved ones for months just talking, cuddling , laughing, eating, no time limits, just do what you feel like at that moment!
Paint... sing... cook... dress up... just go for a walk... no plans for next day...
Just live in the moment.
I want to do it now... not some old age plan.
I want to experience it now during my ripe years!
Feels like a far fetched dream...
