Hmmm... At times in life.. you want change, a change that will change your monotonous life style...
it might be a new job.. or a new environment.. or meeting new people...or visiting a new country or may be you even wanna jus get settled down..
Your eyes searches for something or somebody you can rely on, feel secure about and feel carefree again just like a child...a feeling you get in your 20's i suppose... you want a lot of things and very quickly, but dunno how to go about it.. but the most you want is a change of some kind..
You no longer feel the same about those small Lil things that had made you smile once... they get boring... same ppl,same place,same old job and blah blah blah.. i know am sounding like a total snob... but right now i just cant help feeling like one:)!
I am 24 and i have done pretty well till now.I have a job , a home, a family that loves me and good friends, but still i keep searching for something... May be its human nature to keep looking out for something new and different.As they say 'you don't realise what you have until you lose it'!
I have a lot of things on my mind.. a job change.. may be going on site... a BIG holiday.. my family... higher studies??.. my huge credit card bills :).. marriage??
At the end of the day we all need change!
And guess what as i am sitting here and writing this , I see some change at last ...
its raining outside the window on a winter morning !!! :)
